Closed-File

It's time to come to an end, for de incident..
Closed-file~!

I'd been so damn tired of figurin out who;s in guilty nor innocent..
It's ENOUGH!
I dun wish to talk bout it anymorez!

Well well, i dun wana waste any time on tis so called 'small matter'..
As to many of them out there~~
Might b thinkin tat i like to ZOOM IN on small case~
If u ever put urself in my point of view,
i'm pretty sure tat u wont jux accept it like tat~!

De reveal-ed of my so P&C top secret is reali a fact tat's hard for me to accept it..
But, i'll still ve to try my bex to accpet tis non-changable fact rite?!

Tat's y..

Duh.. Anythin.. Watever..
I reali kz no more~
I jux dun wana fake in front of any1 else~
Is reali so damn pressurin to live like tis~
Hate tat feelinz~!

I wana live as how i am~
I'm emo~!
So wat..?!
Tat's me~!
I dun like to act / fake~!

De most i'll do is jux hide my feelinz tat shudnt b xpress out in public..
Tat's all~
Not any crime tat could hurt any1 rite?!

I reali prefer to ve my feelin-xpress zone in ENG~~
But, MANDARIN make me feel warm too~~
Hahax..
Mayb i'll update both 2gather?!

> <"

So free huh..?!

I wana 'decorate' my blog~~
To make it look more lively & cutie~!!

Re-Activate..?

Hmmm..
I guess, i'm feelin much more better~

But still, i nid more time to fully recover from tat pain
Tat i'd gone through from de incident~

I doubt if i shud re-activate my blog in Eng command..
As, my level is still below par~

But yet, i think i shudnt jux giv up like tis..
Mayb from time to time,
i could improve my writtin skillz?
Who noes..?

I chat wif Zhen for kinda a long time for 2day~
Well, she's reali a nice fren to ve~!

She told me tat she wana own a blog as well~
So, i recommended her to start her own lil world here~

Hehex..
& tis make me feel like to re-activate my blog here~
Even if i noe, Ika wont b folo-in..
As, she's so so so BUSY wif her studies~~

Haiz..
So long din hear from her..
So many thingz tat i'd gone through,
w/o her noe-in..

Ika, sum1 bullied me so badly..
& i'm so damn hurt..

U mux pray for me..
Wishin tat i could recover from it asap ya!

I wish u all de bex in ur studies too~~

Suppose, tis blog is mean for u!

So, i wish u can update urself wif me from time to time..

Miss ya~~~
Muackz!!!