Monday, February 16, 2009

New hp ~ *YyeeaahH*

Yeah~!!
At last..
I'd got my new hp after waited for bout 10 monthz~ *Zzz*

Last weekz, my lil bro's hp spoil > <''
& he planned to use his ang pow $$ to buy himself a new one!

As for me, mine hp spoil in May 08..
But i dun wish to use any of my own $$ to buy a hp~
It's all bcox i din take up any part-time job..
If i do use my own $$, then..
*AarrgghH*

Alrite, i admit..
I;m stingy~! Kz..?
But if u think from another point of view, i'm jux savin for my own future ^^
Dun u agree wif me..? *Hahaz*

Well well...
Pink colour~!
If u r my frenz, u shud noe tat's my style!

My laptop.. PINK!
My pwn camera-to-be, shud b in PINK too~!
My iPod tat i wan, PINK~!
My everythin, i wish to b PINK~!
& so to my hp~!

I wan a W580i Hp since last year~!
& now..
I'd got it.. At last!!

Oh yeah..
I noe, it's not any stylish, grand, multi-function, branded..
It's not a so expensive phone though..
But, i jux LUV IT!
Y..?
Bcox it's available in PINK~!
*Wahahahhahah*

Not crazy..
But, i kinda like it designed too ^^

& my lil bro bought de same phone as I ^^

I wish tat tis phone could serve me for longer~
Cox i duno when's de nex dream hp of mine will pop out~!

I'm not bein greedy to ve new & stylish + expensive hp~
Cox i noe, tat'll oni burden my parents~!!

So so..
I jux wish to ve 'feel' 2ward de hp i like~
O else..
I wont take tender k of it, mayb..

Daddy, Mummy..
I noe u guyz r tryin ur bex to fullfill me!!
I noe tat..
& i appreciate watever u guyz did for me..
I noe it takes u guyz a lot of sacrifices jux to make me happy..
Thx, Daddy & Mummy!!
I LOVE U, DAD & MOM!

I promise, i'll study hard~!
For de nez Sem..
Sem 3~!
& even harder for my upcomin semesta~!

Muackz muackz MzuuaacckkzZ *Smoochies*

Sunday, February 15, 2009

*doubt*

I'm bein determined to improve myself so suddenly when i cant force myself to sleep againz last nitez~

Since de day i'd completed my Sem 2 examination..
Then start my sem break wif CNY celebration~!

After my last paper on 3 Feb, and few days after tat..
Most of my classmate went bac to their hometown~

So..
No more group activity to hang out~
No more yumcha.. No more shoppin.. No more movie.. No more sing k..
Hahax..
Can u imagine how dull de life is without all these activities..?

As usual, i b de 'gud gurl' at home..
'Enjoyin myself' wif my laptop..
sleep, eat, play..
I tried to plan some activities and some target to b achieved..
But Ooppzz > <

Paiseh la..
I din reali follow.. = =''

I wana to.. *Shhh.. secret*
If u were to noe accidentally, plz keep it as a secret ya for me ^^

My workin plan has been cancelled..
Due to transport problem..
I dun wish to walk to work anymorez~!
No more takin public transport (KTM) to work~!
Cox i've to wake up few hours earlier~
Then wait for de train for up to hours mayb > <
It's such a waste of time..
& money.. & energy~!

Last time i did it, bcox of frendz ^^
Now, no more frendz there..
So, y shud i make a stupid decision to work there??

Last nitez..
I feel so energetic..
Sleepless nitez..
& i try to get some books to read~
Too bad, cant find any > <
Reali regreted tat i din buy de PRINCESS STORY novel tat day~!!
If not, i would have got some materials to read..

Duno y, i'm so wana to improve my command of english so much~
Mayb bcox of her??
Her blog.. Make me feel kinda envy of her life~
To born wif silver spoon in her mouth..
Then she get watever she wana ve~
Meetin all frendz from de higher class of society~

Wow.. I reali ve some strong weird feelinz come from de bottom of my heart~
How i wish tat i were de lucky one~
She's borned pretty, rich..
But, she's not as good as compared to me academically..

Oh well..
Tat's de reason y make me wana work harder..
So tat i could ve a better life in de future??
& so yet for my nex generation wif my love's one??
Hahax.. It sounds funny~!

& another him..
Make me wana take up a course in tat academic center so much?
But i shud ve understand tat my parents may not able to afford de cost~
Wat shud i do??

Shud i jux forget bout it?
Is my main intention to improve myself?
Or.. Somebody else?
I'm not so sure...
*doubt*




Saturday, February 14, 2009

R@ND0M p0$T

After all.. Happie Valentine's Dayz~!
It's been so long for me to neglect my lovely blogspot here > <>It's not my 1st time to giv 'busy' as de xcuse for not updatin my blog..

But, mayb is reali true?
I'd been busy to deal wif sadness.. = =''
& try to make it for all de activities my frenz held..
Shoppin, Watchin movie, BBQ, Sing K, group study ( oni de day b4 exam)..
Lolx..
To make oneself busy is de bex way to forget bout smth??
Izit true?!
supposingly, i disagree~!

But..
Tat's seem to b de oni way for me to get over it..
To ve my new life..

Frendz frendz..
Cant b for u owayz..
Tat's y still.. I nid to b independent!

For de sem break now..
Is hell ya BORED!!!
Frendz, went bac to their home sweet home~~
Some, stay in KL~
But..
I rejected de kind invitation of them to ask me out ALONE~!
I dun wish any misunderstand of our simple relationship to bcum complicated~
I jux wana b frenz wif them~!

So sorry..
Mayb, accordin to de horoscope, v mayb likely to bcum couples..
But.. I jux dun ve de feelinz for eu..
U noe, i appreciate ur help..
& so glad tat i've u as my frenz~!
Who willin to help me, by givin me a lift ^^
Muackz~ *a kiss of appreciation*

I wish..
U could let go of de feelin for me asap~
So tat v could enjoy in all de activities v gonna held soon after de break!

Nex upcomin activity >> Sunway Trip!